BLACK

Close my eyes
chasms of nothingness rush to engulf me

is that what death will be like?

e x c e p t
even these thoughts will not be
~mrr

VOID

When you close your eyes
and you pretend it's the end

and you fancy a void, a nonexistence

it's there, a uninvitingly deserted place
where one can glimpse into
w h y
religion had to be invented
~mrr

RUSH

Every day you choose to live your life
is one that brings you closer to the end of it

We rush to meet the end, unaware we do it

s u r p r i s e d
by a looming finality we should have seen coming
~mrr
WASTE

Do you pretend to think that
after you die

you will confront some entity in charge

and be able to demand
that you want
y o u r
money back?
~mrr
WISE

If the answers they give you about  a f t e r
conflict like all the others do
you can always go back
and embrace what they told you happens but-
maybe you ought to
figure out

your o w n  answers too?
you sell yourself out if you don't
~mrr



TRUST

I wanted to trust in something  r e a l
...I swear I wanted to, but
no one else seemed to have
a solid grip on what we were supposed
to be doing here
they told me to grab their hand--

but what were  t h e y  holding?
they were equally anchorless individuals
~mrr